So I am sitting at the computer surfing some of my favorite blogs and Emily is sitting fairly content on my lap looking at the computer and she keeps turning and looking at me and then turning back towards the computer....She is still doing it, turning and looking at me to make sure I am still here. There is just something so special about being a mother. Even with all the frustration of endless feeding and less sleep. There is something about it when Emily smiles at me that melts my heart everytime and makes me thank God that I am blessed to be her mother. It is an amazing feeling to be number one in someones life. I am number one in my husbands but it is different with a child, maybe because they are so dependent. I think Emily is just beautiful and I love her to pieces.